2.21.2009

the circle of life.

the leaf falls gracefully through the air,
it dances with the wind,
does flip flops over and over,
kisses the sunlight in mid-flight.
as it draws nearer toward the ground, 
the sky goes dark;
a cat jumps and claws at the leaf, 
fraying its beautiful structure.
the wind blows harder now, 
tearing at it with ferocity,
while the rain comes down
and drowns its everything.
it should be done soon, there should be ground.
when the leaf looks around,
it's falling again in the sunlight,
all over again.

2.12.2009

Reflective Dreams

The only place i can go to relax and escape
has been filled with thoughts of you,
replacing my dreamless sanctuary
with an endless nightmare.
i awake in horror at the visions i remember;
a play by play of everything that really happened,
but in different form.
i relive the pain in surprise,
i thought this pain was over;
i thought i escaped,
by forbidding myself to think.
still, you snuck in.
it seems you always do.

2.06.2009

A Foreshadow.

If you are looking for something in particular, this blog will not fulfill your wishes.
I write about life, theories, love, downfall, mediocrities, disappointments, replacement...
I write about my thought through life's experiences, most of the time sporadically.
You will not find what you want to hear here.
Rather, Truth.
Through my eyes.


Forever Yours,
Stellah